You have a vivid imagination and this is good. Great inventors, explorers all had inventive, imaginative minds. Your friends and acquaintances may consider you over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming. So what ? this is a part of your character and charm.

Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - 'keep trying' and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.

It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You feel that you need to move on. You feel that you are not appreciated or valued for what you are and that the time is 'now'. Failure to do so will not afford you the conditions to prove your worth.

Mmmm, I see. :T Fix it.

Hello world, I am sick. D: I managed to stay healthy for the duration of this trip.. all except for the last day of it. THIS SUCKS! I don't wanna be sick when I have to take 3 flights straight tomorrow. It'll be one flight to Boston, one flight to LA, then, one to the Philippines! T_T Boy, am I wiped out.. Someone shoot me. T_T

I spent a lotta money on clothes today. Oh god, Forever 21, I love you. <3 Buy one, get one free.. for all these awesomely wonderful dresses... It's heaven on earth!! <3 I managed to use up my Gap Outlet gift card too.
...Still no gifts from the 'rents. T_T I must be unloved.

I'm excited to get back. :)) If you still read lj, Giselle.. This is for you.. You are getting the dumbest pasalubong I have ever given in the history of forever. =))  Oh well, doubt you'll read that but weh. =)) And for you Mariel, I hope you like what I got you from disneyland. =)) I just remember you saying you liked _ _ _. Oooh, hangman, how mysterious~ Kaye Lavin, I finished your list. :> Luiza, Yehlen and Leanne, I finished that pathetic piece of crap you call a list. :> Sorry Nikki, no shorts! >> I got you and Joyce something nice too though. :> Hmm, I spent roughly 10 dollars per person I gave a pasalubong to.. Oh my. I spent a lot for y'all in the philippines. That stack of candy wasn't cheap either.. O_O HEEHEE. I just love you all so much, I guess~ SEE YA TOMORROW. :> Well, the day after tomorrow rather...

..There are tornados in Florida. I hope I don't die. T_T